the sands of time trickle grain by grain, but yet everything seems to be still... slient and calm, as the quiet lake ...
a fish dwells within, a little one waiting to bloom but yet is confined... by the boundaries of a keeper's net...
how can this fish grow ? if it were to stay in this little space... where everything is determined, everything is fixed and creativity becomes an offence?
day by day, night by night, the little fish repeats its life ... nothing new nothing changed , everyday just as before ...
it yearns for something, something different ... away from its mundane life ... away from the net that life has casted upon it ...
it knows that one day, its keeper will lift the net ... and it would swim free, and set its own boundaries ...
Dangers await its freedom, but the little fish doesn't care ... it wants the net lifted ... to breathe free ...
The little fish is me ...
Dunno why but just felt like writing something like this out of the blue ... can say i'm feeling rather bored with life right now ... with NS taking up most of the time ... cant even do the things i wanna do ... so many things i wanna try ... but my life is still better off than some ple i guess ..
anyway still waiting for ORD ... so near yet so far ... and the only friends i know whose work don't seem to decrease nearer to ORD would come from my medical centre... i'm bored stiff ...
fortunately after ord still have a few mths of freedom before uni ... hope it won't become another net though... gonna be even busier than ... will prob even miss working in the medical centre .... tiresome as the work is, i have to say i've got great collegues ... good times bad times , all rolled into 2 short years ... fun times guys !
hey ... tink im going too far ahead ... well ... guess i'll just wait for the keeper to lift its net ...
Came up with this quote sometime ago when i was feeling really really melancholy.. I lost my sense of direction then and somehow it affected my self worth ...
"The strengths of man will differ, but the value of one man is ultimately the same as the other." Shawn
Rather happy when i recieved comments bout this .. Cheem mah ? wahahhaha !