Just went out with the BMT bunkmates today ... haven been out with them for sometime ... haha ... only 4 of us turned up though ... had lunch at ps then went to watch corpse bride ... quite a good show ! Amazing what you can do with just clay ... no hi tech animation this time ( ala shrek, monster inc and company) , just plain old method of twitching clay models bit by bit ... Takes painstaking effort to complete the job ... Must say I'm impressed ... The show maintained a misty lighting throughout which affects the mood .. music quite nice too ...The sheer amount of hardwork and patience is simply admirable.
Spoke with Jh today and must say he opened my eyes somewhat to the harsh reality of life ... Many things in life cannot be changed ... There are only so few who can truely find what they want in life ... Its so complicated ... Life is just unfair ... Who ever said it was ?!
Anyway decided to look on the bright side ... Will work hard for my future ... Broaden my horizons and aim for the tops ! many obstacles along the way but i'll deal with them when the time approaches ... Meanwhile I can start sharpening the axe ...
Here's the big question I've been asking myself ... Do I really want to slog my life through ? I just wanna relax and have fun but yet at the same time I need to support myself and my family in the future right ?? cant be all play and no work ... Actually been thinking of just taking the middle path ... not working so hard ... be a low brow at work ... no big achievements ... enough to support those i love ... but can i? My heart doesnt allow me ... I wanna be somebody ... somebody whom ple respect and recognise ... a big player in my field ... and yet i still long for the laid back life ... hmmm ... guess my path is already more or less laid ... I'm gonna have to draw a delicate balance ... Well ... I'll let time take its course ... for now ...