had a sleepless night yesterday ... the last sounds i rem b4 gg to sleep was the traffic just outside beginning to pick up ... so tts like 5am at least? lol ... watever ... just woke up from a nice nap so i guess im sleeping late again later ...
managed to get revenge for my depressing maths paper today ... lol ... chem paper was alright ... made some mistakes here n there but nth i would bang my head on a wall for ... sweet ... 2 down 4 more to go!!!
while i was tossing n turning yest night somehow a scene from my pri sch flashed passed.. which got me thinking a bit and probably attributed to the lack of sleep ... during pri 1 or 2 my music tr conducted a music test where u sang lines of some 'window' song n the teacher gave u grades on tt ... after the test she asked me if i wanted to join choir and i said 'dunwan' with rather surprising speed and gusto .. to the young me, choir was such a girly thing u'll probably have to drag me there n buy me all the power ranger toys i wanted b4 i'll succumb ... then again i probably wouldnt have lasted long anyways ... then, i started thinking more as i tried in vain to get some shuteye... the reason why i joined wushu when i was younger was cos my mum signed my n my cousins up for the class n to me, it was just a really fun social gathering every wed ... lol ... an excuse to get out n jump about ...
imagine if i said yes to the music teacher... n if my mum didnt send an unwitting young shawn to the nearest CC wushu ... how different would i be? very i guess ... lol .. for a start my TPJC aquaintances n frens wont be refering to me as the wushu guy anymore but the choir guy instead ( yeah happens alot ... i've seen my face linked to TPJC wushu from at least 2 blogs and ple coming up to me n ask," eh u from TPJC wushu one rite??) ... i was young n impressionable, n come to think of it, my old wushu coach seemed to have made a rather big impression on a small me later on ... but tts aside the pt..
anways it made me think how the smallest decisions have such a huge impact on ur life.. those decisions didnt seem as significant at all ... at least not as dramatic as " what sch shld i choose" n stuff like tt ... n i only realised how different my life would be since i could have so easily took another path w/o realising ...
oh well ...the ramblings of a young adult shld be left at tt ... ciao~!